jerk.

Alhamdulillah….setelah hampir 2 bulan puncak alam tidak dibasahi dgn hujan, pagi yg damai ini allah telah turunkan hujan selebat2nya…syukur!!! Maka bergembiralah sekalian rerumputan yang hampir mati kekeringan dan pokok2 yg lainnya jua… syukur Alhamdulillah..

Dan pagi yang mendamaikan ini juga, kedamaian hatiku direngut oleh rasa nak marah dekat seseorang.

Alkisah seorang yang ingin ‘berkawan’ tetapi he don’t act like one..kepada seorang kwnku jua.

Tak…aku tak kisah kalau kau berterus terang akan hal perasaan hati kau kepadanya dan menjelaskan betapa kau berhasrat untuk getting more serious to be with her at the same time u cannot give fully commitment within this several years….

BUT.

Hiding your truth feeling under the so called “FRIENDSHIP” whatever term… at the same time u keep texting and wassap her as she is your gf n u wanna tell her every single things u do and u wanna know how she’s doing in every single minutes...n telling her how complicated things are keep going… a the same time u tell everyone including herself that u both are just being FRIEND?????????

No, that’s really BULLSHIT.

And u can really get lost with your jerk face. I really mean it.

Ok…fine…ituje nak cakap…

Sekian…assalamualaikum…